At least I think it is. It's a long story but here's the most shortened version I can offer. I was officially diagnosed with hypothyroidism at 18, took medication faithfully for 2 years, stopped for 8, managed to get pregnant, medicated again to avoid birth defects, stopped for 2 more years, then had a ridiculously abnormally high TSH reading (we're talking hundreds of times higher than the range of normal...the doctor was impressed I was even still able to function) and resumption of faithful pill-popping ever since. However, in spite of my diligence and full compliance to medicating myself, my TSH is still significantly elevated after a year.
My initial response was indignation. After all, I had given up alcohol, lost nearly 30 pounds, started eating more whole foods, moving my body more, just generally truly trying harder and still, STILL I had a problem. WTH?! How could this be?!
Then my ex mentioned something he discussed with his current health practitioner, and it involved gluten intolerance. I vaguely recalled reading an article a while back about gluten intolerance being connected with autoimmune disorders like Hashimoto's thyroiditis (official diagnosis), and so I decided to research again. There's definitely compelling evidence regarding the link to gluten and malfunctioning thyroid glands, and I'm finally willing to give the whole gluten-free thing a try.
Right now I'm feeling excited and sad at the same time. Just last night a friend of mine was trying to educate Doran on the food groups (albeit with outdated information), and we ranked our favorites. Breads and grains were my #1. I'm a bread and pasta junkie for sure. How am I going to just give that up so easily? And that's just scratching the surface. Can I truly be as diligent as I'd need to be?
Then I think about getting lab results that show my medication needs to be reduced until maybe, just maybe, I can do without it completely and suddenly those sacrifices seem so trivial. So I'm going to give gluten-free a shot, but not until I've said a proper good-bye. So I'll spend the next week enjoying the wheat products I've loved and accepting that my quality of life is more important than any food I could ever eat. And anyone who knows me knows that's a powerful statement to make.
Here's hoping for miracles!
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